But Why? But Why?
*Monologue start -
This is crazy, I am going to put my innermost fears and insecurities in the internet, albeit not dark, still...
very mature!
Classic textbook millennial alert...
Why would I not talk to Ms. C or Ms. J or at least Ms. R or Ms. A or Mr. A?
Or maybe, the man himself?
Well.. for one, your ego and insecurities have shaken hands on an underhand deal and have conveniently established that loving as they all are, they may not give you the space to make your own decisions and project their life on to you...
Good point, I guess I don't need a two..
At any rate, I am the one who needs to get my shit together..
oh nice.. that's your second point..
Awww.. cute.. there is a cat on my home page..
Wait... there IS a cat on my homepage...
How uncool does this whole thing get!
Can I change this?
But I am technologically challenged..
well.. meh.. cute cats, I guess..
Is there any more mind chatter?
No?
we done for sure?
Good!
So, let's go.. one scary leap at a time...
- Monologue end*
Q: So, why does Ammukutti refer to herself in third person?
A: She has tried the first person thing - it puts her too close to the problem i.e., herself (see what she did there! yeah? yeah?? )
Q: What is she trying to pull here?
A: She is trying to put her life in order and also, consistently make brave attempts at bad humor.. see, she has strongly believed for a while that she would make a great stand up comedian who is also a great financial planner and voracious reader.. I digress.. but you get the drift..
Q: Why?
A: Well.. Typically human beings become adults ... But, not all, obviously.. What started off as typical 20's somethings minor irritants have accumulated over 7-8 years to create a monster which is chasing her.. she is out of breath and tired of running... So....
Q: Interesting... actually, scratch that.. not so much! But, why does she do it in public?
A: Aah.. technically this is not public.. as she has not told anyone yet about this blog. But that will be the last of her white lies. She will not write one dishonest word here - no faking to be cool or effortless or suave. Also, she has vowed not to delete any posts here. So, every embarrassing bit stays. Which is in a way stepping out of comfort zone.. see.. one nice little package towards a better Ammukutti..
Q: What can I expect here?
A: Honestly, she has no freaking clue. Lets just do one post at a time.. shall we? :)
This is crazy, I am going to put my innermost fears and insecurities in the internet, albeit not dark, still...
very mature!
Classic textbook millennial alert...
Why would I not talk to Ms. C or Ms. J or at least Ms. R or Ms. A or Mr. A?
Or maybe, the man himself?
Well.. for one, your ego and insecurities have shaken hands on an underhand deal and have conveniently established that loving as they all are, they may not give you the space to make your own decisions and project their life on to you...
Good point, I guess I don't need a two..
At any rate, I am the one who needs to get my shit together..
oh nice.. that's your second point..
Awww.. cute.. there is a cat on my home page..
Wait... there IS a cat on my homepage...
How uncool does this whole thing get!
Can I change this?
But I am technologically challenged..
well.. meh.. cute cats, I guess..
Is there any more mind chatter?
No?
we done for sure?
Good!
So, let's go.. one scary leap at a time...
- Monologue end*
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| That's right.. more cats... I got this image from here |
Q: So, why does Ammukutti refer to herself in third person?
A: She has tried the first person thing - it puts her too close to the problem i.e., herself (see what she did there! yeah? yeah?? )
Q: What is she trying to pull here?
A: She is trying to put her life in order and also, consistently make brave attempts at bad humor.. see, she has strongly believed for a while that she would make a great stand up comedian who is also a great financial planner and voracious reader.. I digress.. but you get the drift..
Q: Why?
A: Well.. Typically human beings become adults ... But, not all, obviously.. What started off as typical 20's somethings minor irritants have accumulated over 7-8 years to create a monster which is chasing her.. she is out of breath and tired of running... So....
Q: Interesting... actually, scratch that.. not so much! But, why does she do it in public?
A: Aah.. technically this is not public.. as she has not told anyone yet about this blog. But that will be the last of her white lies. She will not write one dishonest word here - no faking to be cool or effortless or suave. Also, she has vowed not to delete any posts here. So, every embarrassing bit stays. Which is in a way stepping out of comfort zone.. see.. one nice little package towards a better Ammukutti..
Q: What can I expect here?
A: Honestly, she has no freaking clue. Lets just do one post at a time.. shall we? :)
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